Sunday, 31 March 2013

kau..aku..dan sekarang...


assalamualaikum..
    lmer x bkak blog.. ad bnyak bnde nk cte.. p bler da start nk menaip uh mcam2 bnde pk..so, x jd lar..haha.. nie pown kne kumpul seribu satu kekuatan ha..ahaha...
hmm... mcm mne nk start ek??
pejam celik..pejam celik da nk msuk 4 bulan.. 4 months 4 what?? aq rse x prlu gtau kowt...urm, aq rse aq x ckup kuat da utk sumer nie.. n aq sndri xtau smpy bler aq boleyh tahan??sampai biler aq nk biarkn diri aq trus mcam nie.. Yeezz, kowng nmpk aq senyum.. aq wat lawak..aq happy.. but inside 0f me.. xde spe tau mcam mne saketnye yg aq rse skrang.. x d'hargai... x d'ingati.. n kdang2 bnde ie sumer wat aq pk dye still syg aq lg or not???

     aq still ad dlam hati dye lg or not?? dye ingt aq lg or not?? sumer soalan uh wat aq t'pkir.. dye x ske aq maen dgn perasaan.. dey x ske aq nnges but why must dye sndri yg wat aq nnges sbb dye?? selama nie aq tahan..aq cbe ignore sumer bnde yg wat aq pk sal ko sbb aq tau start aq pk sal ko aq tahan mcm mne skali pown..airmate tetap akn jtuh jgak... aq x pham knape ko wat aq mcm nie??aq cbe jd yg terbaek utk ko..ape ko nk aq buat.. aq buat.. pe yg ko x bg aq buat aq x buat...aq doakan yg terbaek utk ko..aq cbe utk wat ko happy.. tp??knape msti mcm nie?? aq tau ko x kn bce pown blog aq nie sbb ko kter nnti ko saket aty.. tp awk tau x?? sye xtau nk luahkan sumer bnde nie kat spe??mmber??downg xkn pham ape yg sye rse.. n satu2 nye org yg sye percaya..org yg sye anggap dye pham sye adlah awk?? tp??sye kne pendam sumer nie coz awk xkn nk dgr pnye kn??so,sye ckap kt dri sye to be stronger.. tp??kdang2 aq t'pkir smpy biler??
   
    urm, aq bnce fake smile...
senyuman yg menyimpan seribu satu kesediha dalm aty...


nie lar hari2 yg aq rse... siang senyum..mlam nnges.. haha.. 2 pown kekdadang je ar.. sbb uh aq cbe kuatkn dri tok x ingt dye.. klu ingt pown aq akn cbe utk x mnanges sbb aq tau dye x ske.. aq t'pk.. dye pk sal aq ke x?? stiap kli aq tgk gmbr dye kt fb.. happy nye dye?? mcam xde ape yg berlaku.. aq still dlam aty dye ke??? dlm sedih aq epy gk ar coz dpt tgk dye senyum.. wlaupown dlam gmbr je..



ape2 apehal pown aq still percaya kt dye.. slagi aq kuat aq akn cbe bertahan utk dye..
klu lar ad brung merpati ke??yg mcam cte dlu2 tu.. haha.. aq nk dye smpykn pesanan aq nie..kn3?? hmm.. klu lar dye tau how much i need him.. how much i miss him... how much i love him??? aq btol2 rndukn dye.. p aq xtau nk luahkn mcm mne.. klu aq anta msj.. msti dye kter aq emo.. n msti dye x hiraukn.. 

ok lar.. klu aq truskn crita nie kang aq tkowt x abis.. biar lar yg laen uh aq smpan sowng2.. 

tok awak.. :
- sye doakan yg terbaek utk awk..
- sye doakan awk berjaya dunia n akhirat..
-hope awk sihat sentiasa..
- happy alwayz..
-sye nk awk tau sye syg awk sgt2..
-sye rindu double triple kt awk..

sye mnx maap tok segala-galanya.. n thanx 4 evrything..

*everything i do is juz 4 u my dear...

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